advance birthday celebration!

 yeah!...this birthday i enjoyed alot..=D....

on thurs..
met with joanne..huina...boxue and shiwee...we went to hkcafe to celebrate my bday=D...then they gave me a surprise!=DD haha...when i was searching for my psp,the waitress came with a peppermint cake!!!!!!!!!..yeah!!peppermint!!!=D...so happy!...after tt went to play pool and headed hm...while they went shisha and drink...

on fri...
met up with ty and went to ma maison for dinner...heng he made a reservation there if not sure queue till siao hahaha....i love the squid ink spagetti!...super nice!...but it will definitely stain ur teeth...lol!...after tt went to have icecream!!=DD...before heading to esplanade's bar at its rooftop...at 1st he bluff me say tt he made a reservation there and we are going alone...but when we reached there, he gave me a surprise!=DDD....joanne...huina...boxue were there already!!=DD....he went to book this glass cubicle, which look like a room for us to slack with glass walls on the grass...damn nice!!=DD...then after tt they said they wanted to go toliet...so i followed...

and when i came back to the glass room, ah ben..kino..edwin and gf and tj was there and they were singing bday songs...omg!!....so paiseh!...then we played and slack awhile before heading hm...btw really really xie xie to everyone!...i love the ralph lauren perfume...guess perfume...guess bracelet....pretty doll piggybank...pretty lamp..the big helium balloon..and the cakes!...really tytyty alot i really like them alot heheh~...and lastly thanks alot to ng tzeyang who planned it!=))

on sat...
which is today=D....went filming with nura...chunli....meijia and gladys!=DD....we had to change into school uniforms to do the filming...we had super great fun!...i really miss the time when we are in sec days...haha....omg...i think im a complete failure la!....during my scene i was really nervous and had alot of ngs....really pai seh!!....omgomg..then after tt rushed to work...tiring day!

random

 i always tell myself tt im not getting myself hurt again..but it happens again and again...letting myself get hurt...lol...


next monday

 next monday is myt birthday already....finally eighteen!...lol....but im not looking forward to it...i dont know why...

joanne!...hahah my best friend since sec 1...haha...
shes the one tt stood beside me when i needed support...
the one tt brighten up my life=)...yeah!...

im tired

 im tired...im tired of everything already...i dont know since when i had stop planning what to do tml...and i have not been looking forward for tml...i just want time to stop now...i want my night life back...i want my freedom...my quiet space...lol

sometimes i really miss the times when i went partying with friends...going overseas with friends....shopping with joanne..tonning with friends...watching hongkong series and camping at home...but now...i cant do these anymore...due to fucking school...projects...exams...assessment...wtf...im stress...

sorry...had been very irritable and showing attitude sometimes...im really sorry...i will get better...i must cheerup!=)

im gonna use this excuse next time...LOL


fml!

 -im having ulcers in my mouth and my lips are cracked FML
-i haven done my 5 medication list FML
-im having makeup lessons tml FML
-im having bgm assessment on thurs FML
-im going to have a pimple breakout soon FML

and the list just goes on...

pictures!~

 

(omg..i look ugly without makeups!)

im back from genting!

 hey!...im back from genting!...3 days to me is like 3 weeks...time in genting passes so slow...but i enjoyed it...

yeah!...so went genting with joanne..andy...wee sien and kicson...left on thursday night...reached genting ard 4 or 5am if im not wrong...then we put our luggage in locker while we went to the indoor theme park...after tt had lunch then went to check in...=D...played arcade...after tt i forgot what i did already hah..but i rmb was...tt night joanne and andy was slping in the hotel room...then kicson and wee sien was playing poker with me...we bet on coke haha...and wee sien lost...after tt joanne and andy woke...and we played with the mask tt they bought....went outside hotel room to scare some of the people lol!!...hahha...it was damn fun la!...after tt we went to have supper..and headed back to slp at 3am....

then on sat, we went to indoor+outdoor park....corkscrew is an addiction la!...after tt we had dinner at sushi king and head back to hotel room,bathe...then went shopping and back to hotel room...slept damn early tt night...

on sunday, we woke for buffet breakfast...then we went to shop abit and played snooker till it was around 230....then we board the bus back to singapore...reached home at 11pm....

alot funny things happen during the trip...haha...thinking back i can laugh to myself sometimes...lol!...

ranking number one!
-i can vividly rmb joanne's laughters when she saw me jump onto the bed hahahah!!...
-kicson falling off the bed and had a blue black
-i jumped onto the arcade baseball machine and press the buttons to score
-kicson forgot to take our coach receipts and tickets
last but not least
-"ru guo hao xin jiu bu hui yong cha ye dan liao"...

hahahhaha...

5am

 how i wish its 5am now...i hate nightmares....

nightmare

 im awake...ya i know i just slept at 12....but im so afraid and scared now..feeling like im gonna break down any moment....

what i dreamt wasnt the normal nightmare i had...it was a collection of all my nightmares...but this time...i can see each of everyone faces clearly....and it was like things tt happen in my past life...

it may sound weird...but in tt nightmare...i was looking at what had happen in the past...and i was being guided...all the nightmares tt i had before seems to link so nicely...and i can see each of their faces clearly...and they are friends of mine ...and it seems tt we are friends for a certain purpose....

everytime i had a dream..i always dreamt of this "missing guy"...which is the one who always beside me in my dreams...in all these nightmares...there is always this "guy"..just tt i cant see his face properly...and in my dream just now...i can see the guy face....

to cut short...i knew the ending was a bad one...but i was suppose to finish watching the ending on how i end in my past life...but i decided not...i force myself to wake....cause i cant stand seeing what is going to happen...i woke up in fear..crying....

im afraid of slping now...cause i scared the dreams continues....


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